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When I made a major commitment to the Lord God I told Him that I would serve Him no matter what that might entail, and my only request was for Him to protect and guard my little children from the Evil One.


Truly my greatest desire is to follow the Lord Jesus Christ wherever He leads me and my Mission is to love and serve Almighty God with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength; and to love my neighbor as my self.


The following excerpt from my Testimony shows why I Am so devoted to God the Holy Father and His beloved Son. —C. Read


Excerpt from Walking With The Enemy: A Testimony by C. Read:

      "You may think I Am being very presumptuous for claiming that God actually speaks through me; and I admit that I can understand why it could disturb some people, but I know what God has spoken to me; and I will do whatever He says, whether anyone agrees with me or not.

       My allegiance is to Almighty God, and Him alone. If others want to stand with me, that is wonderful! If not, then I will stand alone. But in essence, I will never be alone since my Lord is always with me.

       I want to share a very personal journal entry so perhaps you can understand why I Am so committed to the Lord God, and why I have such a strong desire to please Him in all that I say and do.


Wednesday 12 May 1993

Dearest Lord God Almighty,                                   

       I found out from Steven (Cindy’s ex-husband) yesterday that he got a court date. I Am so excited at the thought of having the opportunity to stand before people and speak Your word.

       I know that last time when the Bible study group was called before that court room [i] I was a nervous wreck. I bet Liz must have been going nuts inside hoping that I would contain myself. She seemed so calm and cool, along with Cindy.

       I really had a very hard time that day. That was the first time I had ever snapped at Liz or Cindy, and I ran out of the room crying. They came back to my room to comfort me, and they were able to calm me down.

       But I know the reason I was so crazy was because I knew in my heart that there were many things in my life that I would be so ashamed of if I had to speak of them in public.

       But Lord, those same things are in my past, and You have cleansed me of the unrighteousness that I was walking in, and now I can speak without being ashamed before You.

       I still feel a sense of shame at what I allowed myself to be a partaker of, and I have reaped what I have sown, but I see the Truth now; where before, I was "Walking With The Enemy" in deception.

       I praise You, and I Am ever thankful to You for coming down by Your mighty power to show the Truth. And You did it during Bible study on the night of 28 February 1993.

       That date is a Day I will never ever forget! You released the chains that bound me! You gave sight to my eyes! You unstopped my ears! You released the power that Darkness had over me!

       Praise the Mighty Name of my Lord and my Savior Jesus Christ the Anointed One!!!

       And now I can walk around with an ability, because of You, to see exactly what is in front of me. I will take each day as it comes, and not be concerned about what is up ahead, because I trust You completely! You are a Light unto my path!

       Thank You for the understanding that You have given me, and the wisdom to apply what I know about You.

       I Am still trying to learn how to be quick to listen and slow to speak. I truly want to guard what comes out of my mouth.

       I now understand the verse that says “Don’t cast your pearls before swine because they will trample them under their feet and turn around and tear you to pieces.” [ii] Praise God You are able to heal my wounds. They most certainly did exactly what You said in Your word that they would do, but the thing I was mistaken about was, I thought they served You. I thought they loved You. I thought they loved me.

       But You shed Your glorious Light on the situation because of Your love for me, and the whole world. I say the world, because I do realize the calling You have placed on my life from birth.

       And Father God, I accept that calling with no reservations whatsoever. I will forsake all to follow You and You alone.

          I know there are many people that will not understand. There are... people that will say bad things about me. There are many people that will hate me, and lie about me, and even give false testimony about me.

          But you know what? Even if they try to imprison me for doing nothing wrong, I will count it a joy to suffer shame and disgrace for the Mighty name of Jesus my Lord!


          I fully accept the Commission that You have called me to.

Signed on this Day of 12 May 1993.[iii]


A servant of the Most High God,

and the Jesus who came and died for me, that I might have Life

forever with the Father, Creator of all things! Amen!

My Commission Expires 7 November 2017


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[i] Courtroom: Kim’s real mother took Bill and Liz to court to force them to divulge where her daughter was, who was a minor at the time. All the members of the Bible Study Group were ordered to come to a local court proceeding to testify as to our knowledge of the whereabouts of Kim, who had obviously been hidden out.

Everyone in the Bible Study group showed up except for Evelyn; and Kim wasn’t there of course. Cindy’s ex-husband, Steven was there along with his wife, Lynn. Liz had also prepared me beforehand by giving me a note to read.

It said: “I refuse to answer on the grounds that I may incriminate myself.” She told me to repeat that statement when I was questioned, but for some unknown reason, no one from the group had to testify. (Pg 144)


[ii] Matthew 7:6 “Give not that which is holy unto the dogs, neither cast ye your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn again and rend you.” This a verse that came up a lot when I first started coming to the Bible study group, and Liz would always try to help me understand passages from the Bible that were hard to comprehend. Of course, she didn’t mention that this particular passage was actually referring to her, and that she was seeking to destroy my life. However, if I had known how to truly discern the Voice of God I would have turned around and never gone back to another one of their Bible study meetings. (Pg 145)


[iii] 12 May 1993, another very important date for me. It is the Day the Lord commissioned me to be His servant, of which I consider the greatest of honors.

Interestingly, the 12th Day of May is also a very significant day for the British Royal Family. I have since discovered that 12 May 1937 was the Coronation date of King George VI, the father of Queen Elizabeth II of Great Britain. (Pg 144-146)


End of Excerpt from Walking With The Enemy: A Testimony by C. Read

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